Live or Die

Alone each year
Alone every lonely night
Alone with depression
Alone everywhere everytime
Alone inside my mind
Alone without a  proper heart
Alone with a blade
Alone with my own blood
Alone with the things I loved...
Alone in this bed
Alone when i wake up
All alone in this huge world
Alone in the darkness
All alone in my hell that I call life.

Worth taking a risk

Broken dreams with broken hopes
Feeling all lonely he was with a broken heart
Waiting for his love and wanting her love
Scarness creeped into her mind leaving me behind
Refused in taking risks which made my life on risk
I know you can't hate me you never will
I shall never hate you but i still hate the attitude of yours
This suffering and pain never stops and never will until you change
Why are you so resistant in breaking some rules for our love ?
Why can't we be brave to brave this storm ? some guts would help


The days we kissed , hugged and talked are gone long time back
Days we stared at each other seems never to come
We are the same as being dead
With nothing happening it's like the time has stopped
But to live you need a reason and my reason for living is you
Is it the same with you ? i don't think so
If it was you would have found a way to change everything
Orelse are you still scared in making a move ?
So  let's make something to happen rather than doing nothing

If you think about others and fearing them like you do now
Why did you love me ? Why didn't refuse ?
I could find no answer only you could if you are willing to
The day you feel my pain....
Think about my pain.....
Accept my pain
Know my pain
Then you would know what to do.
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Lonely Times

Alone each year,
Alone every lonely night,
Alone with depression,
Alone everywhere everytime,
Alone inside my mind,
Alone without proper heart,
Alone with a blade,
Alone with my own blood,
Alone with the things i loved...
Alone in this bed,
Alone when i wake up,
All alone in this huge world,
Alone in the darkness,
All alone in my hell that I call life.